things more important than your weight
- your health
- the name of your neighbour’s cousin’s brother’s goldfish
- literally everything
Chocolate: Raw nuts/seeds.
Oily/Fatty Snacks: Kale, leafy greens.
Soda/Carbonated Drinks: Actual, literal bubbles.
Chips/Salty Food: Topsoil.
Cookies: Freudian psychology.
Sweet Tea: A strong Southern gentleman to take care of you.
Ice: The sweet release of death.
I thought of texting you
"good morning, I can’t sleep"
and then I remembered
that you are on a journey
which I am not a part of
and that’s okay
I can’t sleep
I desperately need to be held. I need just reassuarance. I want to forget my past. I need to be forty pounds lighter. I need to be so many things but it’s never enough in anyone’s eyes. There’s always room to improve and sometimes I wish that weren’t the case. Fuck. My. Brain.